Suicidal Much

18


I don't know where to start; I like being different, being normal is boring. Live each day as it's your last. Each breath is a gift, don't take it for granted. I love my friends, family and my animals. People tell me I'm a kid at heart, the truth is, who doesn't like going to the zoo? watching cartoons? going to the aquarium? eating so many lollies you feel sick? Remember when life's most hardest choice was whether you would get court watching a 'M' rated movie; when you didn't know what piece of equipment on the playground you wanted to play on. I remember. Yes, I love my toys, my bright colors, going out, and being immature, you're only young once, there will be a time when we can no longer do these things, so embrace it while you can. There are a select few who I would give my life for, they know who they are. Don't take life for granted, because it can be taken from you in the blink of an eye. I don't understand why things happen, I don't understand life, distance, and myself. I confuse my self all the time, and a lot of that time I'm in a delusional state of mind; I confuse reality with my dreams, and my dreams with reality. I hate it. I hate people that judge others, take the time to get to know someone. I hate certain family members. I have trust issues and I'm very suspicious of almost everything, I don't mean to be; it's just who I am. At times I hate being around people, I enjoy being alone at times. If you want to take the time to get to know me, I'd love you to; If not, your choice, have a good life :)